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THIS IS THE BEST MOVIE KISS.. MUAH

Ok me and my crew, girls, friends, chicas lol were talking about what we thought was the best kiss in a movie. Labois thought the kiss during the rain of the movie "Notebook", Scarlett felt the last kiss in the movie "Never been Kissed", Sosie thought the kiss that Al Pacino gives to his brother (mind you its a "death kiss") is the best. ROFL!!! Hey this is Sosie ladies and gentlemen. Trevisa took two hours to think on it, and after that she told us she is still thinking (as far as I know When you read this post she is still THINKING... BLINKS) Mine however is the the last scene in the movie "Strange Days" if you have seen the movie you will understand why, if you haven't let me give you a BRIEF back ground. Angela Bassett character "Mase" is in love with Ralph Fiennes character "Lenny" but he is too dumb to realize it. Instead he is running around some chica who could give two shits about him. He is so in love with her he is willing to scarify everyone and everything for her ass. Mase saves him countless times during the movie and you can tell her feelings for him is more then just friendship but he is a MAJOR FUCK UP. Almost to the final scene she tells him if he trades this film for the chica she is done with him. He gets a little sense and does the right thing, meanwhile the chica is still telling him she doesn't care (but deep down you think maybe she does but you are so caught up in the fact that mase loves him you just want him to wake up. After all is over, the police get the people who are acting a damn fool and both of them Mase and Lenny get in the police cruisers to be taken down for questioning. He jumps out the car, bams on her windows, grabs her out of the cruiser, looks at her, she looks at him and then her look changes she is saying with her eyes "Kiss me, don't you know i love you, DONT YOU KNOW I ALWAYS LOVED YOU" then he takes her in his arms and he kisses her. Sighs OMG!! I love this scene. and here it is

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For once do what you WANT!!!

Life for me had always been on a search mode. No matter what I had I was always looking for something new, something different, something fast, something NOW!!! Ass time has moved on and I have gotten older, I no longer like change, that is one of my biggest issues. I like things how they are, funny how me saying I use to like something different that I would say now I don't like change at all. I do the same damn think almost daily, get up, shower, dress, go to work, work, work and work, get off work, go home, Dee cooks (or go out to get some dinner) we eat, I relax, get on the PC, watch something, shower again, talk to Dee while I relax, go on one of my games that has rain for me to listen while I sleep (yeah seriously), lay down for a bit and go to Sleep. Yes, ladies and gents that is my rou-tine. The past few days things have been a bit different. I been sick so my whole routine because of it was changed, re altered, restructured, reconfigured. My sickness has honesty make me see my routine more then I ever did before. I have said so many times that I want to start my online business again, I want to write a book, I want to start blogging more, I want to take better care of myself, I want to start going out to movies with friends, I want to enjoy my life more, I want, I WANT I WANT!! But each day when I get home or get up on my off day the wants no longer seem important then the need for the routine. Now with all that being said I do think my time to do what I want is long over due. I need to stop needing and starting allowing my wants to be needs. Life is much too short, time is not promised to anyone, and I am not getting any damn older. For once I want to do what I WANT!!!!