From My Family to Yours Merry Christmas

Air Jordans Riot?

Ok this is really just too much to pass up talking about it. ON Wednesday, Dec 23th the re-release of Jordan's # 11 aka Air Jordan's were sold at shoe stores across America, the shoes cost about $175 usd, not sure how much they cost in 1996 when they were first released. Donnie had these shoes when they were first released back in 96'. In fact like a little boy at Christmas this year, he told me and I quote "It's the only thing I really want for Christmas" (mind you he is in his twenties .. BLINKS). But, facts are everyone has a vice, a want, a need, a something something that others may deem as not worth the money nor the time. So at 9pm pacific coast time, on the 22nd until 6am the 23rd he stood outside with other hopes to purchase the retro shoes at a shoe store in the Northridge mall. It was freezing cold, he had no real heavy jacket and no chair to rest in. I have always laughed at people who do this when a movie, concert or a console game comes out. Those who stand in line for hours, days, weeks for a chance to be "ONE" of those people who can say they got it first. But some how the fact Donnie did this didn't make it funny. Dee and I were hopeful he would get them and felt if it was really "All he wanted for Christmas" why the hell not.

Now the day came and went and I thought nothing of it until this morning when I was listening to the news and over heard the news anchor speak about in Sacramento there was almost a "riot" when the shoes were released. Now I know sometimes this happens but come on damn it it's SHOES!!! Each store were only given a few dozen to be releases so many who stood in line for these long lengths of time did not get the shoes and were turned away empty handed and I am sure without a doubt. PISSED OFF!! Per the anchor there were over 100 people in line and the Police had to be called in when those who did not get the shoes became disruptive and wanted to fight.

THEY ARE SHOES!!!!! WTF!!!!! I don't know if this labels me as getting too old to understand or just too intelligent to get why anyone would fight over some fucking shoes. LOL. I have given you a look at the wonderful pair of Jordan's 11. Frankly, to me they ain't all that. I have seen many over the years (because of Donnie) that are nicer then these. But what do I KNOW!!


oh btw Donnie did get a pair.

Brittany Murphy Dead at 32

Today while at work I over heard my coworkers mentioning Brittany Murphy. I had no idea what they were saying since I just over heard her name and someone said "oh shes 32". As I got on line and went to the yahoo search engine, there it was "Brittany Murphy Dies at 32". It went on to say "died of natural causes" Natural causes? At 32 years old?? I looked on to another site and it said cardiac arrest" still how is that natural to be 32 and have a heart attack. WOW, many questions rang in my head, I thought to myself, 32 years old she was so young, life should of been filled with children now maybe, with a career (which she had), with a home, she should be getting ready for Christmas, now dead at 32.

I must admit I am not a big fan of her work, expect for her voice over work at Luanne Platter from King of the Hill. I went to IMDB and saw she was in 291 episodes.. wow 291. She had been in 66 different films and sitcoms all of some she had a character that appeared in many of them. She was also know for her clueless role, 8 mile and Girl interrupted. I also saw she was in five post-production movies. 32 years old and now she's gone. It made me think how nothing is promised, today your here tomorrow you never know. It takes me to something I saw a few days ago at Target with a photo of James Dean, it said and I am assuming it was his quote "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today". No truer words have been spoken. That is now my motto.

6 Shopping Days Lett Until Christmas

THATS RIGHT EVERYONE ONLY 6 DAYS LEFT UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!

My New Fave Commercial

Given from the Heart..

Melissa is my co worker, my sister in Hello Kitty lol. She is one of the sweetest people you would ever want to know. Melissa hair has always long and very pretty, a few days ago I saw her and was in shock it was cut off very VERY short. She looked cute, of course but I did wonder why she had cut it. While walking up to her she was talking to another co working and explaining she cut her hair to donate it for a wig for cancer patients. I smiled and walked over to her and talk to her about it. She said she had gotten really involved with information about patients losing there hair and wanted to do something to help. I was proud of her, proud to know her, proud that she didn't care about her hair being long she cared MORE about helping someone. I had asked her for a photo and she allowed me to post this. I wish my hair were long enough to do this. Instead I want to do something like donating, I have not did an outfit in years but I plan to open my clothing store again in Second Life and make an outfit and donate the Lindens to this cause.

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***** MELISSA'S OWN WORDS *******

So many people complement on my hair how it looks so pretty and healthy and to never cut it. As the month of September some people may know is leukemia awareness month and being touch by some of the stories of families I thought what can I do besides sent in a check with and ok amount. Yes my hair! I've always been so proud of having my long hair but I decided to donate it to locks of love. Locks of love is nonprofit org. People log in to locksoflove.com and fill out a donors form and send in human hair. It needs to be at least 10in long but if u send more it's welcome the more the merrier. Just the idea of being able to help a kid in need makes me feel like a better person. I know it might take a while to get use to the haircut for some of my family and friends but as long as it comes from my heart everything is fine. My hair will grow again and so will yours so get donating!

October the month for PINK!!!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!! THIS FOOL NEEDS HIS ASS KICKED!! AS WELL AS LOSE HIS SEAT AS A JUDGE!

NEW ORLEANS – A white Louisiana justice of the peace said he refused to issue a marriage license to an interracial couple out of concern for any children the couple might have.

Keith Bardwell, justice of the peace in Tangipahoa Parish, says it is his experience that most interracial marriages do not last long.

"I'm not a racist. I just don't believe in mixing the races that way," Bardwell told the Associated Press on Thursday. "I have piles and piles of black friends. They come to my home, I marry them, they use my bathroom. I treat them just like everyone else."

Bardwell said he asks everyone who calls about marriage if they are a mixed race couple. If they are, he does not marry them, he said.

Bardwell said he has discussed the topic with blacks and whites, along with witnessing some interracial marriages. He came to the conclusion that most of black society does not readily accept offspring of such relationships, and neither does white society, he said.

"There is a problem with both groups accepting a child from such a marriage," Bardwell said. "I think those children suffer and I won't help put them through it."

If he did an interracial marriage for one couple, he must do the same for all, he said.

"I try to treat everyone equally," he said.

Bardwell estimates that he has refused to marry about four couples during his career, all in the past 2 1/2 years.

Beth Humphrey, 30, and 32-year-old Terence McKay, both of Hammond, say they will consult the U.S. Justice Department about filing a discrimination complaint.

Humphrey, an account manager for a marketing firm, said she and McKay, a welder, just returned to Louisiana. She is white and he is black. She plans to enroll in the University of New Orleans to pursue a masters degree in minority politics.

"That was one thing that made this so unbelievable," she said. "It's not something you expect in this day and age."

Humphrey said she called Bardwell on Oct. 6 to inquire about getting a marriage license signed. She says Bardwell's wife told her that Bardwell will not sign marriage licenses for interracial couples. Bardwell suggested the couple go to another justice of the peace in the parish who agreed to marry them.

"We are looking forward to having children," Humphrey said. "And all our friends and co-workers have been very supportive. Except for this, we're typical happy newlyweds."

"It is really astonishing and disappointing to see this come up in 2009," said American Civil Liberties Union of Louisiana attorney Katie Schwartzmann. She said the Supreme Court ruled in 1967 "that the government cannot tell people who they can and cannot marry."

The ACLU sent a letter to the Louisiana Judiciary Committee, which oversees the state justices of the peace, asking them to investigate Bardwell and recommending "the most severe sanctions available, because such blatant bigotry poses a substantial threat of serious harm to the administration of justice."

"He knew he was breaking the law, but continued to do it," Schwartzmann said.

According to the clerk of court's office, application for a marriage license must be made three days before the ceremony because there is a 72-hour waiting period. The applicants are asked if they have previously been married. If so, they must show how the marriage ended, such as divorce.

Other than that, all they need is a birth certificate and Social Security card.

The license fee is $35, and the license must be signed by a Louisiana minister, justice of the peace or judge. The original is returned to the clerk's office.

"I've been a justice of the peace for 34 years and I don't think I've mistreated anybody," Bardwell said. "I've made some mistakes, but you have too. I didn't tell this couple they couldn't get married. I just told them I wouldn't do it."

L.O.L

THIS IS THE BEST MOVIE KISS.. MUAH

Ok me and my crew, girls, friends, chicas lol were talking about what we thought was the best kiss in a movie. Labois thought the kiss during the rain of the movie "Notebook", Scarlett felt the last kiss in the movie "Never been Kissed", Sosie thought the kiss that Al Pacino gives to his brother (mind you its a "death kiss") is the best. ROFL!!! Hey this is Sosie ladies and gentlemen. Trevisa took two hours to think on it, and after that she told us she is still thinking (as far as I know When you read this post she is still THINKING... BLINKS) Mine however is the the last scene in the movie "Strange Days" if you have seen the movie you will understand why, if you haven't let me give you a BRIEF back ground. Angela Bassett character "Mase" is in love with Ralph Fiennes character "Lenny" but he is too dumb to realize it. Instead he is running around some chica who could give two shits about him. He is so in love with her he is willing to scarify everyone and everything for her ass. Mase saves him countless times during the movie and you can tell her feelings for him is more then just friendship but he is a MAJOR FUCK UP. Almost to the final scene she tells him if he trades this film for the chica she is done with him. He gets a little sense and does the right thing, meanwhile the chica is still telling him she doesn't care (but deep down you think maybe she does but you are so caught up in the fact that mase loves him you just want him to wake up. After all is over, the police get the people who are acting a damn fool and both of them Mase and Lenny get in the police cruisers to be taken down for questioning. He jumps out the car, bams on her windows, grabs her out of the cruiser, looks at her, she looks at him and then her look changes she is saying with her eyes "Kiss me, don't you know i love you, DONT YOU KNOW I ALWAYS LOVED YOU" then he takes her in his arms and he kisses her. Sighs OMG!! I love this scene. and here it is

Do you want to Date MY AVATAR!!!!!

For once do what you WANT!!!

Life for me had always been on a search mode. No matter what I had I was always looking for something new, something different, something fast, something NOW!!! Ass time has moved on and I have gotten older, I no longer like change, that is one of my biggest issues. I like things how they are, funny how me saying I use to like something different that I would say now I don't like change at all. I do the same damn think almost daily, get up, shower, dress, go to work, work, work and work, get off work, go home, Dee cooks (or go out to get some dinner) we eat, I relax, get on the PC, watch something, shower again, talk to Dee while I relax, go on one of my games that has rain for me to listen while I sleep (yeah seriously), lay down for a bit and go to Sleep. Yes, ladies and gents that is my rou-tine. The past few days things have been a bit different. I been sick so my whole routine because of it was changed, re altered, restructured, reconfigured. My sickness has honesty make me see my routine more then I ever did before. I have said so many times that I want to start my online business again, I want to write a book, I want to start blogging more, I want to take better care of myself, I want to start going out to movies with friends, I want to enjoy my life more, I want, I WANT I WANT!! But each day when I get home or get up on my off day the wants no longer seem important then the need for the routine. Now with all that being said I do think my time to do what I want is long over due. I need to stop needing and starting allowing my wants to be needs. Life is much too short, time is not promised to anyone, and I am not getting any damn older. For once I want to do what I WANT!!!!

W.T.F.!!!!!!

New Report for SL

I found a piece on Youube regarding Second Life that I drought would give my readers who doesn't really know about the game more info and maybe give them a better view of what SL has to offer, to some.

Avatar... I want to see it

Avatar in HD

** ~~ ** Happy Birthday Bill Clinton **~~**

Know Thy Virtual Self

It's been a while since I have blogged anything. I have been busy at work, busy with the Sims 3, busy playing with "stuff" on my space, busy watching movies on on demand and on hulu and netflix, busy moving to a new apartment, busy sleeping, busy cooking, busy trying to keep my head above water, busy busy BUSY! I had seriously thought about killing off my alter ego of SamVonnaKaye. I can't tell you why I thought of it or why it even crossed my mind to do it. I mean I got it so if you put her name in google or yahoo it brings up 4 pages of her virtual life. But the truth is I got bored with her and wanted a different name. SamVonnaKaye was made in my image but is not fully me, she has some much more then I do in her virtual world. Let's face it she is a DIVA with a home,clothes, cars, jewelry, her own business, and her own little private heaven. The one thing that I notice she lacks that I have more of is people who like me, (or at least pretend they do lol). SamVonnaKaye is a loner, she doesn't laugh like I do, or joke or even hang around people who does like her. She is a alter ego and because she is that there is that one thing she lacks that I guess I have. PERSONALITY, her persona is sexy, witty, go getter, talented, smart, business woman but she still lacks personality. I decided today, after all is being said and done, I wont get rid of her, I wont disown her or put her on the back burner as I have done soooo many characters and virtual toons before her. I will give her life, giver her love and give her my PERSONALITY good or bad I will make her live. Now I bet some of you who don't know or kicking back and saying WTF is she talking about. I can understand your confusion but as time goes on if you are in reading distant or even a ear shot near me you will understand SOON what I mean. So until then, stay tuned remain focus and watch my smoke.

LOL too cute

A-Mikes .. Check him OUT!!!

Check him out will tell you more about him in a few days. But until then you can find him at www.datpiff.com input A Mikes.

Download Mixtape Provided by DatPiff.com

You will be MISSED!!!!

Really wanna see this Casi Divas..(Almost Divas)

yeah yeah I know

Before I go to bed wanted to show you the dress I got when I went into game.

Am I OVER SL... ???

As most of you already know I have not really logged into and played Second Life in a few weeks now. I did log in Sunday to attend Church then quickly logged back out once it was over. I do go to Ana Lutieta website from time to time to see what new designs she is show casing. "Ana" is a model in real life as well as in second life (just page model nothing serious like glamour shots). She usually show case some nice pieces and I normally go her website and see what she has. If I like it a lot I will log in and go to the store featured and buy it or browse and get something else. I haven't even been doing that lately tho, but today I received an email from Traviesa saying the annual hair fair was back in SL. I read the info and it said 4 Sims full of designers, OMG FOUR SIMS, I repeated this to Dee and he laughed and said, "your not going to go see it, your not a little curious". I am, but damn, I have been soooo good. So I just went to Ana's website to see if she had some info on it and damn it to hell she did. BUT, I still didn't log in....... I sat for about 40 Minos trying to decide if I wanted to log in and see...still I didn't. BUT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT, I did see two outfits I wanted and liked and guess what. I logged in and purchase both fits.. BUT I still didn't go to the hair fair. Now after I logged out I thought, WTF! WHY DID YOU LOG IN BUY THINGS WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER PLAYING!!! COULD IT BE, AM I NOT OVER SL ???

Onion News on "Bratz Dolls"

Still blogging?

Yes I am still blogging, as you all know I purchase the sims 3 the day that it was released and have been playing it every day. I have made sims, families, reached goals, killed one and have just enjoyed every second of it. I am just enjoying the sims all over again so much that is new and different it is amazing now how they all have different personalities all them very own. I PROMISE I will up date you this weekend on my antics.

A family reaching out..

My sister "Di Di" pronounced Dee Dee sent me a letter a few days back, It was short but to the point. She missed me and wanted to hear from me. Di and I were always close, in general she was like a second or should I say third mom to me not counting my real mother and of course my grandmother who raised me. The only other woman I can honesty say I feel like a mom to me is Jerrie which you all know about from previous post on my other blog and this one. I haven't reached out to her because of so many reasons, none bad, just I guess me being so scared to get close to anyone for fear of not being able to really get close again. Di daughter Ronnie and I were close as well, I would tell her any and everything and trusted her to never repeat it to anyone. Her daughter Kenya (Ronnie's Daughter) is my god child. I wrote an email to her and am waiting for a response. I realize when I got her letter I miss her, I miss Ronnie, I miss Kenya, hell I miss them all. I know I am the really anti social one in the family believe it or not, but right now at this time in my life I think my family would be a welcome. I never was one to contact them when I was sick or ill, or had issues I always just handle things on my own but life is short, things change and you have to look beyond the past and move on. So I await a response and look forward to getting close again.

Here's the song I dedicated to My SIX FRIENDS

To my Friends .. Thank you for being a Friend

I just got finish reading my friends Victors blog who has become an amazing writer. He, Dena aka ScarlettAngel and I started blogging a little while back. They started after me and the only one who has really kept up has been Vic (well now me again). When I read his piece I thought about how blessed I am to have the friends I do. I am not an easy person to get along with, trust me I AM NOT!! But when I like you, I like you and I love Victor, Dena aka ScarlettAngel, Jerrie, Nikki aka Labios, Ida aka Traviesa and Lilo aka Erin. These six people, besides of course my loving family (including my online kids MeMe, Peli & Baby) have kept me sane without even knowing it. If nothing but a quick phone call, a comment on my blog, a e-card, a gift in game, doing something unexpected and surprising or a quick text to say "Hello, how are you?". I can't say how much I love and adore you six and how much being your friend has made me feel blessed beyond words. My friends are few but they are Loved and Treasured in my life. I wanted to dedicate this song is dedicated to you.

I do have other people who I work with and I do like and care for,so if your reading this blog (which you should damn it lol) HELLO to ya.. Denise, Jason, Lisa, Nia, JG, Carmen, Elaine, Erika, Jeanette , Val (my neicy pooh), Sheila, Sarah, NaeNae, Josh, Raul, Lisa Lisa, Barbara O & S, Claudia (my play sissy), Casondra aka CC (miss you baby girl), Tahnee, Patricia O, Wills, Rachel (MUAH), Melisa My Hello Kitty sissy (she knows who she is) and a couple of new ppl who I don't know your name but always showed me concern.



A BIG Hello to the Old Team Coyotes..

Also to my baby sister Sara who I should call but don't , I am thinking about you more then you know... Love You

Sims 1, 2 and now 3 trailers

Where have you been?/

Ok I came up for air, and also to attend services today. I will be giving an update to the sims, my job, my family, posting some photos and hopefully getting some feed back from all of you. Know this much, I AM HAVING FUN!!! Don't miss SL at all, AT ALL!

Lawd the Sims 3

Boy do I have a LOT to tell you, so when I come up for air. hmmm maybe Saturday. You will fimd out the horrors and the happiness in my Sims.

STAY TUNNED

The BIG Day

I left my girl Dena aka the ScarlettAngel a message to post her first made Sim on her blog tomorrow and I am going to do mine. I will add the info on my Sims persona, etc on it. YAY!! OMG I will be on yahoo tomorrow talking to Dena I am sure.

AND A BIG FAT THANK YOU TO LABIOS FOR GETTING ME DIRECT TO DRIVE SO I CAN START PLAYING AT 7AM PST TIME. WOOT!!

Enough to Piss ME off

This ass posted this video on a site for woohoo Sims on the damn 28Th of May. HOW THE HELL he get this before me and Scarlett is making me pissed OFF!! On top of him posting this on you tube, he BRAGS about the fact he got it. BASTARD!! Impress me if you had it in February, now I really don't give a damn I will have it tomorrow at 7am lol

Another Teaser for ya

It's really gonna Happen!!!

It's really gonna happen, they may actual release the Sims 3 on June 2. Now why you may ask do I doubt this, because EA games promises us way back in February of this year they would give us the Sims 3 and LIED!! yes I said LIED!! But it looks like this time it is going to take place. They even updated the website, I couldn't get on line last night and didn't try until now and I see the website has been updated with views of the new online exchange items you will be able to get. WOOT!!! I know Dena is looking at it as well and just as excited. I am even more excited because when I checked my email today I found a directtodial order for the Sims 3. I will be playing the Sims 3 at 7am tomorrow morning, my friend Labois ordered it for me as a surprise. OMG!!! I AM GONNA BE PLAYING AT 7AM TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!

Young Invent RL appearance 06/05/09 / SamVonnaKaye

Young Invent will be appearing at the Grand Opening of the "Phantom" in Cali

Sims 3 .. It's almost HERE!!

I am just counting the hours now until I can begin to play my sims. I found a helpful website that gives you information regarding the new game. It's called infinitesims it gives you a lot of interesting info. Ok gotta go now Dee wants to get some breakfast.

Saffron .. someone I want to meet in Sims 3

Burned Out??!!

I've been playing second life for about five years now, in fact my original avatar was made in July of 2004. I have played on and off but this is the first time I have really felt I don't even want to log in game. When I first started SL the land was mostly owned by Linden Labs. Those who did owned land had it connected to what LL owned. There was no such thing as a sim or a telehub (or what ever the hell you call it) to teleport too. You had to fly every where to get to your destination. If a region was closed between where you were and where you wanted to be you could pretty much forget getting there. There were maybe 4 malls and a few major stores that you purchase clothes, shoes and hair from. There were four car dealerships and two of those were owned by brothers. Things were easier more fun, people were friendly, life was more laid back. Now, its all about who can get over on who, who can takes who's man (or woman), who can make the most money, who can start the most drama. SL is not fun anymore for me when I log in. I use to enjoy the day to day routine of the game, now I log on long enough to just say hi to my family and friends and then I am logging out. I never thought I would be burned out from playing a game in which I use to love so much. I have felt like not loggin in before, but never this bad. I really just don't see any fun in the game any longer. I am taking a break, I really don't even know how long either. It has nothing to do with the Sims 3 coming out next week, it really is because I am just sick of SL.

Not another Happening!!!

A few months back Me,Vic,Dena,Denise and Dee went to dinner and a movie after work. Dena picked the place for the meal and I picked the movie. We saw "the Happening" we were all disappointed, I was more pissed then disappointed that I took my friends and myself to see such a bad movie. The actiing was awful and the story line was stupid, but we sat through it and watched it from begining to end. We all promised we would see another film soon, but that day never came about. So here is one I really REALLY want to see with them. Everyone knows I am a BIG Horror fan and this may actual feed my need for intense shock and scaredness LOL YAY!!! But just this scene alone, just to hear this chica say "I beat you you old Bitch" maybe worth the price of admission. Anyway, I return to work soon and hopefully I can rally my friends to come see this with me. First Pay check, MY TREAT. Until then enjoy.. Drag me to Hell..

Warhammer???

As you all know I have been playing this online game that is a little like WOW. It's called "Warhammer", I really have been enjoying the game and leveled my Elf up to level 7. Well my trial ended a few days ago and I didn't have the funds to update and pay for a monthly subscription until yesterday. So I went on line to the website to add my credit card so I can continue with my game play. The site took my card, but it didn't allow me to play. I was a bit pissed and since it was after "EA games" had closed I decided to get up this morning and call them to see what the problem was. I called EA and talk to a very nice guy who told me I had to go to www.warhammer.com/upgrade to buy the game then I could start playing again. The game itself cost $39.95 and once I pay I can begin playing again. I went to the link and as I started to input all the information just before I purchase the actual game thought about it. Question, am I really going to play this game? My excitement and anticipations of Sims 3 being release is keeping me glued to the website and watching youtube posts. Once the game is here on June 2nd I won't want to do anything else but play it. Right now I am playing Second Life, Wow (sometimes), There.com (sometimes) and blogging almost daily. Will I have the time to have another game in my life. I also have to think do I want to take up the space on my PC that the Sims 3 could take?? Right now I have of a lot of time my hands because of me being sick and not at work. However, I will be back to work week after next. I know I won't have the time I do now and maybe paying for a subscription to another online game is not a smart choice at this time. Plus I could use the $39.95 usd towards other things I may need or want beyond a game format. I am excited about getting Sims 3, it was reordered already. YAY!! Dee took his Best Buy gift card he received for his birthday and ordered it for me. I pick it up at BB on Tuesday morning when they open the damn doors. I was hopeful they would have a midnight release like Wow did for its expansion. I did call to ask if they would have a Midnight release and was told they would not *insert sad face here* sighs, anyway it goes I will be happy to get it that morning when BB opens. Damn, soooo off the subject huh.. ROFL!!! Anyway, I am rethinking the purchase of Warhammer. I need to talk to Dee and see if he really wants to invest in this game. I think he found it and only played it because I wanted something different because I was getting bored. So at this time Warhammer is going to be put on hold.

The Cutest Baby in Hollywood.. to ME

Now this morning Traviesa and I were discussing "cough" who was the cutest celebrity baby in Hollywood. I think Hallie little princess is such a cute little girl. Traviesa thinks Seal and Heidi little prince is. We were in a heated and deep discussion on this lol. We decided to log in sl and see if LaBios was on so she could break the deal and agree with me ROFL. Instead this heffa agreeing with me she tells us she thinks Anna Nicole little girl is cuter then them both. ummmhmmm NOT!! I have posted little Ms. Nahla Ariela Aubry photos, now yhou tell ME who is the cutest.
Hey my blog you don't like it get your OWN!!

Comcast Town? Who KNEW..

My friend Traviesa sent me a link today to a little online game called Comcast Town. Now Traviesa lives in a area that has Comcast Cable. She always and I do mean ALWAYZS brags to me and our other friends about her customer services, her picture quality, her channels, her internet speed, yeah yeah yeah. Well it seems her adored cable company also has something she thought I would like. She knows I am always searching for new things to do online especially since I have been ill. So she sent this to me and I made an account,{if you have a face book account it's better easy to do and I do, rather my avatar does have a facebook account}. So I went on line and there it was the Comcast Town with a banjo of music playing in the back ground along with $5500. You get to buy a tv, a phone and a computer first before it allows you to go any farther. You then buy things for your little house, sofa set, lamps, tables, chairs, etc. I finished off and had about 500 left over from my little project. If you have facebook you can let your facebook friends see your little box.

Vampire Sam..

Yesterday I didn't post because our day was spend at doctors offices from 12 noon until almost 6:30 pm. It was crazy, and tomorrow may be just as bad if I have to have a blood transfusion. Everytime I think about a blood transfusion it puts me in mind of a old vampire movie, you know the ones. It usually a innocent sweet young virgin girl has been bitten by the evil head vampire who wants to make her his love slave for the next five hindered years. Expect the innocent sweet young virgin girl damn sure ain't me lol. In any event its been a up hill climb but my doctors promises me a release day by the 9th of June so I honesty look forward to going back to work. Seriously this time off has been insane and I don't know if I can take another few weeks of this being at home. After a while of being a home, a house becomes a prison and you just start waiting for a release or execution, which ever comes first. I also fell a few days ago, yeah you heard right fell. I have a few bruises and my upper thighs and lower back are sore and painful but otherwise I must of bounced right back up because thank goodness nothing was broken or really hurt badly. I do miss my coworkers and friends at work and I even miss work (haha I say that now wait until I start back lol) but I do feel its time to go BACK. Ok everyone, much love I will post again later tonight, right now medication time lol

sims 3 sneak peek Star Trek

Happy Memorial Day

As we all celebrate this day by not going to work, by having bar b ques with family and friends, by going shopping at the malls that have put on sales. Let's not forget the reason for the day. We are honoring our men and women who have fought for our Freedom. I will admit, there are many wars I don't believe in, I don't understand or wish this country never took part in. But that doesn't matter today, today is the day we give those who are in our Armed Forces honor and our Thank You. Our Armies do what they are called upon to do, which is to protect our Freedom at any cost, and many have paid with their life's. Being half Native American there are a lot of times I wish things were different. But I am still an American and this country no matter how bad it gets, or how unfair I see things. The United States of American is still a country in which says Freedom, Strength and Life. I hope with our new President at the head we no longer have to worry about our men and women doing battle and losing their life for a senseless war. But sometimes you have to fight and defend your home even if you don't see the sense in the fight. It would be wonderful to end ALL WARS, but that is not a realistic view is it. So, instead lets just take this time out if not but for 5 minutes to say a silent pray for those how have died for us to continue our Freedom.

To our soldiers from me to you THANK YOU!!!

Scarlett is that you Scarlett???

As I told all of you I have been playing this new game called "Warhammer" until the Sims 3 is up to buy and until I get the urge to go back into sl. Ok I did back slide a bit, I went to a baby shower I was invited too. Me and Labios went too. Labios being the BITCH she is talked about everyone there, including the ugly, I mean including the little girl there (cough). I did attend that the chick didn't know half of the people there including me. I went because I was asked by another friend who's ass didn't even show up. Anyway back on track, the reason for my post is while I was in warhammer there was a chick who was getting ready to fight and her name was.. DRUM ROLL PLEASE!! ScarletAngel, well my eyes lite up and I got this big SMILE but remembered Scarlett spells hers with two TT's. sighs anyway here is the photo of the ScarletAngel. Her ass was packing a gun, and a sword. LOL. After I thought about it. hmm that wouldn't be Scarlett. ROFL.

This is Funny, yes it is YES IT IS!!

OMG IT"S CHRISTINA TAYLOR

Now I KNOW Jeff has no damn idea of this little info I found out. But, his beloved Christina Taylor aka Melody on Hey Dude is the same chica from the Brady Bunch movie who played Marcia Brady as well as the girl in the Dodge Ball movie and many others. Well JJ can forget marrying her she is married to Ben Stiller..... WHY??? rofl just kidding, but NOT. Ok maybe he already knew this info maybe I am the one who is all late. But wow to that huh lol

Only 10 days left until the SIms 3 arrival here's a Sneak Peek

ahhhh memories!!!1

Early this morning I was looking at different old shows on the net and came across a show Jeff use to watch when he was younger. It was called "Hey Dude" It was a Nickelodeon show, Nick has a lot of shows I enjoyed too, Rug Rats, Fifteen, Ren and Skimpy, Arnold, and a few more that I admit I watched. But Jay watched Hey Dude daily for one reason adn one reason only, Christina Taylor. JJ had this HUGE crush on her and would talk about ALL DAMN DAY LONG. LOL, til this day if you ask him about her he still remembers her and talks about her. He still has a crush on her I think, and he admits she was his first love. LOL. I added a clip of the show with her on it hope you enjoy it. She's the cute one who has the pie thrown in her face. hmmm maybe now JJ will read my blog now. HA!! fat chance.

Yeah I found it Fame opening lol

Now this is BOREDOM

Hi all I know I must be really REALLY bored because today I was on myspace all day under the sorority game, the fashion game, and caring for my pets. I logged into warhammer all but 30 minutes and then logged out. I don't even miss SL which has happen before but I do need to find something to do until I go back to my job. I did watch a new sitcom on fox called "Glee" it was on hulu. It was the pilot and it had some funny moments but after what I saw it some what reminds me of a half ass new series of "Fame". You remember Fame right, the show where high school studies, danced, played instruments and just got on each others nerves. It was high school for the talented. HAHAHAHA!! Anyway,. I may play warhammer a little tonight if not back on myspace lol.

Love this mixer with Beggin

The break continues

As I told all of you I was taking a break from SL, I just needed to get away from it and do something else. I am a bit bored of wow too but I do log on from time to time to sell items for gold and to do a quest here or there. A few days ago while I was bored and wondering when my doctor would FINALLY release me to take my butt back to my job Dee was looking for a game for he and I to play to get me back in a better frame of mind. I know poor guy I have been driving him insane and he can't even go back to work lol. (rubs hands together and laughs wicked) No no no, let me be nice, my feelings of just wanting to cry I would not want an enemy to experience this(ok maybe one or two enemies but that's IT!). Well he did find a game for us both, yep another fight and quest game. WARHAMMER ! Now before I go into the whole detail I am actually having some fun. Once I got past the idea my toon would have no real pigmentation and I would have to look like this no matter what I got use to the idea and begin to play. The game is a little different from wow. You, the player or actually opening up chapters from a books and role playing it and are often given a scenarios in which you have to live through. It isn't that bad to be honest I have been having fun because it's new and different. I am already level 6 and on day 3 of a 10 day trail. Which is a good thing I have 7 more days because at this rate I won't be able to afford it. sighs, anyway I will give you more detail later it's time for Dee's therapy so we gotta wobble out of here.

Role play /Taking a Break from SL?

In most online games you have (if you so choose that is) the ability to "role play" your character or toon to be someone else other then yourself. Of course many ppl if they choose to do this will give their character many of their good qualities. Very few will give them their bad. However the bad usually always comes out when a person is not paying attention to the RP or just being "themselves". I have noticed many ppl get on the net and become this "Bad Ass", Internet Thugs is what I call them. LOL, most probably are scared of their own shadow in rl and use the Internet to make others life's unbearable because maybe in rl they have no real control or voice to speak out.

My biggest memory was of TSO (the Sims on line) was the fact the game developers wanted you to role play. In fact the tag was "Be somebody... ELSE" encouraging you to role play a character which I glad did. Wen I moved from TSO to There.com. I notice less and less ppl role playing. I also notice more and more discussed "Real Life" issues and try to get hooked up. When I got to Second Life everything I learned about role play from TSO went out the door. A new form of game play emerged. People were talking more about RL, and less about SL. Many ppl were busy trying to get a love connection in game and develop it outside of game. RL was discussed more within the game until it was no longer a sense of playing a game but more like social networking. I remember when another player asked me where was I from. I answered that I was a former player of TSO. Then he said , no no YOU the person. People wanted to know if you were singled, married, what your nationality was, what you did as a living, where you lived, what you drove. I lost the sense of RP fast since everyone was concerned with your RL. As years went on real life money became a bigger issues. So much so that ppl were stealing others ideas and even made a device called a "copy bot" to copy no other a persons designs but the person it self. It is now one of the biggest negatives in SL, many designers face this and are losing money for designs they did, anyway that is a whole other post. My things is I am getting a little bored of SL, this is due to the limited of ppl who now role play within the game. I have notice more and more adults (including myself) with Teen avatars. If you attend school most of the schools demand you role play your avatar or face being kicked out of the school. This is something I enjoy a lot because it puts the fun back into SL. IF!!! ppl who abide by the rule of RP and not drag real life within it. The only time in SL that I don't want to RP is when I attend church services, (Yes they have church in sl) I take that very serious and the pastor lets you KNOW from the start this is not role play and if you are then you need to just leave the services. But otherwise in my game play SL would be so much better played for me if I am enjoying a RP environment. sighs (yeah I sighed) With all of that being said I think I am going to take a little break from SL. It may be a few days, a week, a month, but I am going to take some time away from it. I was going to work on my house and land, I had pulled a lot of things from my inventory and have it in my dinning room and kitchen area but it will just remain there until I log back into game. I know a lot of my thoughts right now are coming from me just feeling again badly today. I didn't go to sleep until 4am and here I am up before 8:30. I am only updating my blog while Dee showers and for us to go to his therapy. I have so many times taken a break from my blog. But I promise I won't do that this time, I will continue to post even if its copying and pasting some article (Dena, Victor and Labios hate when I do that LMFAO). But I promise to keep you in my life no matter how boring and uneventful it maybe.



Just a note. I want to thank those who emailed me or posted on my blog about how they were happy to see I posted. You can't believe what a pick me up that was for me. Sometimes it feels good to have people to let you know you mean something to them even if its via your blog on a web. As to my friends and family I am not ignoring you I promise to start emailing and letting you know how I am. I was/ am going through some really craziness but I still love ya. And for those who don't know what I am talking about and reading it. OH WELL!! rofl

Excitement???

OK I am really bored and trying to find something to do so I am adding something for you to enjoy my friend Jennifer aka JG gave me this to do its a find a word game called EIGHT. Oh and a earth quake just hit right this very second. OH JOY!! I had to ASK for EXCITEMENT!!!!

Just need to get a grip

Earlier today I started experiencing that over whelming feeling of dread and unhappiness. I had to shake it off so I could try to do something else. This is what I fear the most when I do return to work. That feeling that can't be over come or shaken off. Normally as a rule nothing really bothers bothers me, you know what i mean. It bothers me but not to the point I feel like crying of just screaming. I have felt better the past few days but today just was really not for me. I didn't log into Second Life at all. I actually watched a few exposes of the "Twilight Zone" on fancast. For those who don't know what that is it shows current and old TV shows along with old movies. There is also Hulu who my friend Dena told me about. I guess watching old 60's repeats of TZ would depress anyone. LOL. Anyway, I feel a little better now and ready to do something FUN!!! So with that being said maybe I should try and play the Sims 3 social once again and see what my girl is up too.

The Sims 3

While I impatiently await the arrival of the new release of Sims 3 I found a little teaser for my up coming addiction. The Sims 3 social game where you can make a Sim and have them blog about their activities. The game can be played only 30 to 40 minutes then it goes into a sleep mode where the Sim goes to sleep for hmmm almost 4 hours. yeah, FOUR HOURS!!. You can go back to the site and it will ask you if you wish to resume your old game or start a new one. So I thought, my Sim is sleep let me go ahead and start a new game to play. The joke was on me, the old game is deleted and the new game is what you are left with. I was not happy about that fact but what can you do. The Sims3 was to have been released mid February then something happen and the time was pushed back to for damn ever. Me and my friend Dena (aka ScarlettAngel) had already made these plans of playing and was hit with the news. I was on line getting ready to buy the game for us both when the website directed me to count down with a June release date. HA!!! Anyway here is the game you can link to it and play, it's not exciting it just gives you a very very little sample of whats to come.

Easter Sunday

I did get my butt up and go to churuch in game on Easter Sunday and I did take a quick photo here we are from left to right. Peligroso (my game son) Me, Sinned (aka Dee) and Baby Charisma. The person in the back of us who cares who she is. We did have a nice Easter service tho.

Ms Cuteness..

Yeah your gonna like this .. lol

THE BITCH IS BACK!

Ok, I am really sick of doctors to the point of when I see one my skin crawls. I have not been in the mood to blog, play second life, play wow, play there.com NOTHING! I know all my friends think I have lost what is left of my mind and in a way maybe that evaluvation of me is correct. There is so many people I miss that I find myself wanting to email them but what do I say. "Hey how's the job" or "Oh me I am not doing a damn thing" I don't want to hear about the job, not yet and the fact I am not doing anything makes my life even more boring. Today I logged in game and decided I am going to work on my clothing line again. I shall name it "mango" lol yep the Mango Line, which will be denim wear. I know I really should get on more often and just enjoy the game. There is so much I would love to do but when I log into game I lost interest because I think about the fact I could be at work. But the facts are I am not ready, not yet to return to that place. I miss so few people there, Vic, Dena, Denise, a few others I miss. I miss mama Jerrie like crazy, and to know I will walk in there when I return and won't see her face makes me cry. But I am not going to allow myself to waste away any more I am going to ENJOY my life, all of them ROfL!!! I am sick of being sick, tired of feeling depressed and not enjoying the few wondeful things I have to enjoy. Enough is Enough. So get ready world.

THE BITCH IS BACK!!!

Did you Miss ME??!!!

Funny how you may think you can walk away from something and the addiction for it PULLS you back in. It reminds of the one scene in GodFather "lets forget they made it" part 3. Truly the WORSE GF ever made. But the scene where Al Pacino says "NO matter how I try to get out they always PULL ME BACK IN". A little dramantic YES but it is how I sometimes feel. I am goign to blogger more now tho, I am not going to go into detail but recent events due to my health is making it where I am going to have to take some time off of work. There is a lot going on in my life too right now, our office is relocating, our manager has left, my favorite and beloved supervisor is now going to a new location. My blood pressure is out the roof, my blood level is unpredictable and other factors that has played into me now having to LQQK at my life through concern and realalistic eyes. So with that being said, yes I have gotten rid of all my earlier post. (Don't worry they are still elsewhere) But for the most part I am going to start fresh from here and start blogging and posting again. My friends from work and around have urged me to start blogging again and I think I am going to start doing it. So with that being said I guess the best title is what it is... DID YOU MISS ME!!!??