Am I OVER SL... ???

As most of you already know I have not really logged into and played Second Life in a few weeks now. I did log in Sunday to attend Church then quickly logged back out once it was over. I do go to Ana Lutieta website from time to time to see what new designs she is show casing. "Ana" is a model in real life as well as in second life (just page model nothing serious like glamour shots). She usually show case some nice pieces and I normally go her website and see what she has. If I like it a lot I will log in and go to the store featured and buy it or browse and get something else. I haven't even been doing that lately tho, but today I received an email from Traviesa saying the annual hair fair was back in SL. I read the info and it said 4 Sims full of designers, OMG FOUR SIMS, I repeated this to Dee and he laughed and said, "your not going to go see it, your not a little curious". I am, but damn, I have been soooo good. So I just went to Ana's website to see if she had some info on it and damn it to hell she did. BUT, I still didn't log in....... I sat for about 40 Minos trying to decide if I wanted to log in and see...still I didn't. BUT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT, I did see two outfits I wanted and liked and guess what. I logged in and purchase both fits.. BUT I still didn't go to the hair fair. Now after I logged out I thought, WTF! WHY DID YOU LOG IN BUY THINGS WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER PLAYING!!! COULD IT BE, AM I NOT OVER SL ???